how hard????

i love him
i wanna be with him more than 8 hrs a day
i dont know whether he love me also!!
he never complain
he never argue with me
i spent more time with him during weekend
i dont wanna leave him specially in morniing but i need too!!
i want his smell
he witness my lonrly night and joyfull too!!!
i fell soo comfortable with him
and best of all i have the best sleep when ever im him!!!


bed bed bed bed bed bed !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kala nyo kung sino na no!!!!
i love my bed thats why!!

its hard to wake up in the morning!!!!!gosh the hardess part in my daily life!!!!

ofw OVERSEAS FILIPINO WORKER

kung sa gitnang silangan ang kalakal ay kkrudo sa pilipinas ay!!!!!!!!!!!!!TAO!!!!!!!!
SA tuwing mag open ang isang bansa para sa bagong mang gagawa tyak na nangunguna na ang mahal na pangulo sa pagkuha ng business agreement sympre pra ikalalakal ang kanyang mga TAO!!

hindi malaki ang pera sa abroad. kalimitang kulang!!!!!!lalo kapag ang daming umaasa!!!
maswerte ang ofw kung ang mga kamag anak ay nikikipagtulungan at kumakayod nag kanila at di umaasa sa remitance lamang!!!

gutom sila malimit!!!!!ngtitipid lamang nman pra makabili ng panlagay sa balikbayan box!!!correct.@!!

malungkot din!!!!nangungulila pa. ngbibililang kung ilang pasko birthday fiesta at kung ano ano pa ang na miss nila!!! masaya lang at magagnda ang picture na post sa facebook para makita na fullfill at succeessful sa ibang bayan.

sinungaling malimit!!!!!ikinukubli ang lungkot sa mga ngiti at di mahalata ng madlang pipol na mahirap sa ibang byan.

mandaraya sila!!!

sa magagndang view na pose!!!of course!!!! hindi alam ng marami kung ano talaga ang tirahan nila.sa isang maliit na silid, sa basement ng bhay o sa sa isnag maliit at masikip na apartment.

sa kabila ng lahat matapang sila!!!!harapin ang sakit na kahit ang pinka magaling nea dorktor ay di alam ang lunas!!!!! HOMESICK YAN!!!!

at pag asa ng byan. mahirap man tanggapin ,,,ito na ang hanapbuhay bna ngpapatakbo sa ating nghihingalong lipunan.at nagdadala ng yaman sa atin kaban!!!! kaya saludo ako sa mga OFW. dahil isa rin ako sa kanila!!!!!

i found a friend

ive just talked to my friend today!!!but its not our firts conversation at all!!!we often talked as in telebabad, usually night time. libre na kasi dito sa gabi ang tawag unlimted in other words

way back ,,i met her in house of her sister in laws sister and my husbands cousin. meaning she was common t us. frm then i considered her as my friend my only friend her. i do had alot known her but just a friend not that close.

i knew her life and she knew mine to. we laugh and complain sometimes and best thing and common to us was WE LIKE THIS PLACE MORE AND MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we came last year almost the same time. by and by we start to learned. almost everything. everyday was an experiment to us.

we go eat in dine all you can!!!! we try soo many foods even we try to watch baseball in ROGERS CENTRE down in toronto heart city.

whoooooooooo!!!!! always an experience!!

we expereince the snow we fell on the snow but still laughing though

we always said i cant believe were here!!!

we met a lot but we still together through thick and thin
we shared ideas
we never envy
we hate people who envy
we sometimes are agbibisin<<<>>
we like signature brand though soo many times we cant afford!!!
hehehehe
we laugh just like its no tommorrow
sometimes we frowned

but we dreamed big and dont stop dreaming and the best of all we two doing our best!!
thanks od i found a friend!!!

idea and experience

a mix of idea experience and ewansss!!!

everything changed when i reach this country!!!!total make over ika nga ng iba!!!the culture here hanep!!! multi cultural country!!!live want you want just do your work!!!! monday to friday was my working sked!....

regular routine of bieng a caergiver!!!not that hard. i enjoy everyday soo it will not be a burden. i count months not days cause it passes so quick. i count my money for all the needs but not for all my wants!!! i i really learn that you need seethe different of needs and wants!!!!

usually friday night is the start of our holiday!!! a fun days to follow!!!i ave myself a break. i went to chinese store to eat rice with some meat!!!thats a treat for WHYYY!!!! we are all vegetarian during working days. seldom we eat meat!!!!!im used to it but sometimes i really craving for meat like chicken barbeque!!!yummmm!!!!

but im trying to give up meat its healhty!!!but i really need patient. its hard!!!! becuase we filipino are living for rice and a meat or fish n the side!!!!!

i learn healhty living with my employer!!!! more vegetables and fruits less salt and sugar and more liquids as in liquids<<<<>>>>!!!!

but because of holiday i keep coming back with my bad habit!!!!chip chip junk foood!!!!

ok its for the physical side of me!!!!and note im trying t loose wieght but whooosssss soo hard also. little by little im doin it!!!

emotional side,,,,,,, i experience home sickness but it usaual specially holidays!!!!its proven!!!

here i find time to be alone!!!! its fun for me!!!! i dont know why i said that and i ddont know why the other cant appreciate the fun a being alone sometimes!!!lang nman.

i can think deeply i can analyze thing more and i can do wht everr i want .

saabihin na nilang looner ako!!!!
basta mahalaga masaya!!!!!
dito ako masaya why not!!!!

but to tell yoou i never been i a disco bar promise since i knw what that i never been!!!

i went 3 different countries and the phil. but i never been. i dont want to see myself dancing or singing cause i know i cant!!!!really i cant!!!

but somebody told me that its not born but is built!!not only dancing and singing. but the talent it self!!!

some really does by blood but mostly it can be built!!!! soo ibigg bang sabihin pwede ko pan matutunang sumayaw at kumanta!!!! no way!!!!!sa banyo lang ako kumkanta joke heheheh!!!

buhay ko

buhay ko
mahirap ang mag isa
mahirap ang puro pasta
mahirap kulang ang pera
pero masarap....walang asawa!!!!!!jejejejea

bakit??? pasensya ka na
nasanay na ata ang lola
pasensya ka na kung di na kita natatwagan
kasi nman busy sa aking farm
alam kung masaya ka at sanay na rin
sa ganitong set up..... kakapraning

kung ikaw man ay nasa kandungan ng iba
hwag kang mag alala di ako nangangamba
basta ingat ka sa anak mong maldita
mas matindi ata sya..... mana sa ina

alam kung nghintay ka na ng padala
hwag kang mag alala...may nakalaan na
di man kayo mgsabi itoy aking dama
talag lang mahirap dyan sa pera

mahirap man dito ok lang
sarili ko aking inaaalagaan
un nga lang tumataas ang timbang<<<<<>>>
ewan ko bakit di ko maiwasan,,,,,,

hwa kaung mag alala....aking pamilya
ilang taon na lang akoy uuwi na
kung papalarin sana may pr na
sana nga ipgkaloob NYA!!!!

succes in not measure on how much but on how you get there!!!!

welcome!!!

im entering in hte world of blogging. just give a try.