this is my words: finally i got a direction !!!

As a caregiver my usual holiday are saturday and sunday. but friday night I am free already and i can dowhat i want. I don rent apartment to spend my holiday though. Need to save more anyway my employer was generous enough to let me stay here. Im living with them.

As i start blogging and arranging everything, I keep posting thing what ever i want. No timing no particular topic. Just anything jump into my head Id write it though. But i fingure out when im walking home from a window shopping. Why not make this as my journal for a week wherein i will write all the thing I done for the week ending on my holiday. Much better so reader can follow me on my ways and my thought will flowin smoothly.

yesterday, friday i went to a friend. She just came from my home country for a vacation and my family just brought me somtehing so I got it, a slipper, picture of my daughter and a species which is rare here. <<

we called this dry kamias. A sour thing that put at the bottom of the pot with the fish.

this is the slipper I request from my family TRIBU was its particular brand. I found this comtable and i do have one before but not this style.

After i got those i went home. and the funny thing was i lost my way going home. I ride a bus for one zone just to save and i walk for the other zone coz its a kind of healhty and i use the short cut way and because it startin to got darked i lost but thanks god i remember the school near our house and i just tracked the way and thats it. I arrived almost 10 pm but every body still wide awake. Need to say hi to everybody and say goodnight coz im kinda stay in my room. Straight to my room I opned my computer and that its. I start to log in some site Im in too update and keep myself posted in all my friends.

Its my habbit before i go to bed to drink a cup of chromomile tea. Its help me got a goodnight sleep and knock me down As in down .

I wake up early because this stupid toilet is calling me. I cant barely open my eyes and step out on my bed but I need to. My mind keep saying you need to make a peeh or else it gonna blow. Gosh but true i hate this. I want to sleep more especially during weekend that i dont have something to do early. After this thing i go back to sleep but i cant soo I open my computer and start logging again. But a plan is brewing in my mind. I wanna go to VAUGHAN MILL, a big and huge mall which you can find a lot of stuff and can find a chief one too. Soo after few update on my account in facebook and in this site i take a shower and dressed up.. While im taking a shower i cook something using my rice cooker soo after i have something to eat.. We called this as SINIGANG and i put shirmp instead of pork.. I got the shirmp three days ago from a chinese store nearby.

And soo as i finish taking the shower the shirmp stew was done also. And i cooked rice. It was funny coz i want it to be more healhty so I mixed the brown rice to white one but the thing is the white cooked faster than the brown soo it kinda hard but its fine for a hungry lion like me!!!!joke!!!!

And soo i eat and fix myself and go out. I called the customer service for the buses schedule and I am just on time. I reached the mall after half an hour. Roomed around find stuff that are on sale and i got few. Usually I am not a quick buyer but after the promotion time gone thats the time I realized that I want the thing. Soo by and by I am changing if i want it and I can afford i go for it so no regret!!!

My attitude from past, before I brought for myself I think for my family first. I felt guilty if I think of myself . Im a selfless person. But just found out that why not give myslef a break for this attitude. Anyway they are not demanding anything for . What can i afford is just they accept. If nothing its fine for them.Its good to share but its also good that you thinf for yourself too.Thats one of my friends advise.

Im not a fashionistic one..I go for the simple and comtable. During summer i just wanna wear short and flip flop.thats it. I never go also for signature clothes for its expensive and i never became a brand concious.

As i went around the mall i got hungry and gave myself a relief.!!!!