idea and experience

a mix of idea experience and ewansss!!!

everything changed when i reach this country!!!!total make over ika nga ng iba!!!the culture here hanep!!! multi cultural country!!!live want you want just do your work!!!! monday to friday was my working sked!....

regular routine of bieng a caergiver!!!not that hard. i enjoy everyday soo it will not be a burden. i count months not days cause it passes so quick. i count my money for all the needs but not for all my wants!!! i i really learn that you need seethe different of needs and wants!!!!

usually friday night is the start of our holiday!!! a fun days to follow!!!i ave myself a break. i went to chinese store to eat rice with some meat!!!thats a treat for WHYYY!!!! we are all vegetarian during working days. seldom we eat meat!!!!!im used to it but sometimes i really craving for meat like chicken barbeque!!!yummmm!!!!

but im trying to give up meat its healhty!!!but i really need patient. its hard!!!! becuase we filipino are living for rice and a meat or fish n the side!!!!!

i learn healhty living with my employer!!!! more vegetables and fruits less salt and sugar and more liquids as in liquids<<<<>>>>!!!!

but because of holiday i keep coming back with my bad habit!!!!chip chip junk foood!!!!

ok its for the physical side of me!!!!and note im trying t loose wieght but whooosssss soo hard also. little by little im doin it!!!

emotional side,,,,,,, i experience home sickness but it usaual specially holidays!!!!its proven!!!

here i find time to be alone!!!! its fun for me!!!! i dont know why i said that and i ddont know why the other cant appreciate the fun a being alone sometimes!!!lang nman.

i can think deeply i can analyze thing more and i can do wht everr i want .

saabihin na nilang looner ako!!!!
basta mahalaga masaya!!!!!
dito ako masaya why not!!!!

but to tell yoou i never been i a disco bar promise since i knw what that i never been!!!

i went 3 different countries and the phil. but i never been. i dont want to see myself dancing or singing cause i know i cant!!!!really i cant!!!

but somebody told me that its not born but is built!!not only dancing and singing. but the talent it self!!!

some really does by blood but mostly it can be built!!!! soo ibigg bang sabihin pwede ko pan matutunang sumayaw at kumanta!!!! no way!!!!!sa banyo lang ako kumkanta joke heheheh!!!